This my prayer right now as I sit in the Marriot Renaissance Hotel in Orlando room 6030 all by myself.
Oh God, I come to you to use me in my brokenness...deliver me from fraility. Mark me with Your blood and make me whole in You. Help me oh God, to focus on the things that matter...help me give full attention to Your plan and will for me. I come to you fully surrender and need to be renewed, revived, and refreshed.
Lord, use the circumstances and situations that surround me to help grow, to help my faith mature, to give me a deeper understanding of who You are and Your Greatness and Faithfulness. I feel in many ways I am hopeless and helpless, however I know You are my Hope and Help. I know You are in complete control. God help to stop and listen, help me to be. Help me oh God to keep my attention and priorities where they need to be and don't let me become numb and harden to the callings in my life.
Lord, I throw myself before You and need Your touch in every area of my life...point out, cut out, and take out every area of my life that does not belong and fill it with You. Help me Lord! Breathe in me! I feel like I am spinning uncontrolled in a circle and help to drop, not just physically but spiritually to my knees and face you. Help me Lord! I feel tired and weary. I need Your strength! Lord, I am exhausted. Let me just rest in Your presence. Help me Lord! Amen!